The Mommy Chronicles

summer is coming....

2011-06-01T09:39:00.000-07:00

I can feel it...

sunscreen smells...

fresh cut grass...

popsicles mustaches....

watermelon dripping....

Things I want to do with

my family this summer....

Summer reading programs...

Make your own chalk...

Camping on the trampoline....{I did this last summer and it was a BLAST!}

Fourth of July parade...

Make your own suckers....

Paint my bedroom....

Hike 8 mile lake in Leavenworth...

Smores in our backyard....

Smiles....

{We're making the big summer check list next week!!}

Now we just need the sun!
~Amy

just thinking...

2011-03-08T12:32:00.000-08:00

a few months ago, we found out we were pregnant. A complete shock to us...we weren't trying and one little mishap with the pill and we saw two little lines, on lots of sticks.

My hubby was excited...he was ready and willing. I, was in shock, and I cried LOTS. (The hormones were in full motion!) The cries of 'why did this happen?' and 'I was just completely happy with my 3 little ones'!! After a week, I came to terms with it and prayed, Lord, you've got this! And felt peace...

A day later, I miscarried.

My 'due date' is coming up...tax day.

Lots of friends I know are getting pregnant and having babies...

I didn't think I would be having weird feelings...

I was actually relieved.

I felt selfish. And I still feel selfish! Why would I want that to not happen?

How could I be happy with that outcome? Months later, I think I'm mourning the loss...I've had a miscarriage before when our Cole was just 2 years old...we were trying, and I was devastated!

I said to my close friends that I'm okay with the outcome, that I felt like it was a conformation with my heart, knowing I'd be okay if we were done, that I'm ready to close that chapter...and I truly believed that. I still do...

Just some thoughts wondering about that baby...and if we ever really truly feel 'done'.

starting them early...

2011-02-22T10:39:00.000-08:00

He can now order his own Starbucks drink....

AND his mama's bold drip with half n' half and two Sweet N' Low!

He's my little coffee buddy! Not bad for a 4 year old!

I love having you as my side kick!

a day in the life...

2010-10-15T08:51:00.000-07:00

well....because this blog is about me....I get to post about my kids....

I look at them and can't believe I'm a mama to these three wonderful spirited, sassy, sweet children!

My days are full...

Yesterday I had a bad day....you have to have those every so often....just so you can appreciate the good days....just thinking about life.

I'm so thankful....good friends who rally behind you...

hubby who sticks by you and smirks when you're crabby....

photography business has been so busy and I'm so humbled by this opportunity!

Still can't believe that people call me and say they like my work...

the doubting Thomas creeps in there...

So today, I choose to be FULL! How can I not be?!?!

ho hum.....

2010-08-30T11:42:00.000-07:00

I can't believe summer is over....

Our oldest will be 9 in just a few weeks....he's starting 3rd grade....LOVE HIM!

Peyton is turning 6....She starts Kindergarten...she's nervous and scared...wants to stay home with me! She seems so grown up....yet, still so little! LOVE HER!

Peyton & Cole

Evan....he's home with Mama this year....I'm holding onto him as much as I can...no preschool this year...he's totally fine with it...he's actually ready to start Kindergarten with Peyton! LOVE HIM!

Three little Monkeys!

In front of their school!

While we try to teach our children all about life,
Our children teach us what life is all about.
~Angela Schwindt

just a glimpse of what I've been doing....

2010-07-16T07:54:00.000-07:00

How is your summer going? I'd love to hear!!

xoxoxox

Things I'm learning...

2010-05-11T16:28:00.000-07:00

I learned this month that you have some friends that last a lifetime...some you can just pick up and catch up right where you left off....

I learned that I've got some good friends in my life...

I ran my first 12K with Andy and some friends last weekend. It was just absolutely the most fun I've had in such a long time! I had a goal of finishing in 74 minutes....I finished in 74:01 ONE SECOND!! It was great! They have a HUGE hill they call Doomsday Hill and I ran the entire beast!

It was a great training for our upcoming race in June. I decided that a full marathon would not be a good thing for me right now...I have WAY too much on my plate and that I can work in a half instead...HOW CRAZY IS THAT RATIONALE????

Life is still moving...looking forward to warmer weather and some sunshine! We're heading to NYC and the East Coast in about a month...I just can't wait to head back to our old stomping grounds!

Hope you are all having a Happy May!!

hello...

2010-04-05T12:18:00.000-07:00

I took a break this weekend...we took a trip north and relaxed a bit and drove up past Seattle and visited lots of family.

~We stopped at the Tulip Festival and took a few pictures~

Life has been crazy and some day I will catch you all up...but for now, I'm still loving my hubby, my kids are healthy and scrumptious, and I'm still running and taking pictures!

wouldn't you want to live in that house?

~Heavenly!~

If I were...

2010-02-25T14:44:00.000-08:00

If I were a month I’d be a warm June evening...

If I were a day I’d be Friday...

If I were a time of day I’d be sunset...

If I were a planet I’d be a Mars...

If I were a sea animal I’d be a

If I were a direction I’d be West...

If I were a piece of furniture I’d be a warm comfy chair...

If I were a liquid I’d be a hot cup of coffee...

If I were a gem stone I’d be a ruby...

If I were a tree I’d be an Oak...

If I were a tool I’d be a staple gun!

If I were a flower I’d be a Daisy...

If I were an element of weather I’d be a sunbeam...

If I were a musical instrument I’d be a piccolo...

If I were a color I’d be bright GREEN...

If I were an emotion I’d be passion...

If I were a fruit I’d be a grapefruit...

If I were a sound I’d be a child's laughter...

If I were an element I’d be Water...

If I were a car I’d be a 325i BMW...(white convertible!!)

If I were a food I’d be chocolate...

If I were a place I’d be a beach...

If I were a material I’d be stainless steel...

If I were a taste I’d be spicy...

If I were a scent I’d be a fresh baked cookies...

If I were a body part I’d be the hand...

If I were a facial expression I’d be a smile...

If I were a song I’d be a ballad...

If I were a bird I'd be a robin...

If I were a gift I'd be HOPE...

If I were a street I'd be Rodeo Drive in sunny So. Cal!!

If I were a door I'd be open...

If I were a pair of shoes I’d be flip-flops...

I'm ready for those flip flops!!

And what would you be?

Hats...

2010-01-26T08:18:00.000-08:00

I'm sure you've seen the email that let's a stay at home mom know her yearly wage by all the tasks she does at home...I'd make $122,732.

Today is one of those days...

I sit here with two computer screens open and ready to go...

lots to do...

hoping to get them done...

...AND be pleasant through them!

I can do it!

Here's to a productive Tuesday!!

half empty?

2010-01-20T15:10:00.000-08:00

I'm the type of person who is mostly cheery! Happy and content with life...

This week....SUCKED! Yep, all capital letters!

First we had received a phone call that my hubby's grandmother had been admitted to the hospital...she was recently diagnosed with cancer and getting radiation treatments...when all of a sudden, her intestine ruptured. She had emergency surgery...she was frail and lost a lot of weight. She's my grandma too...it was hard to hear all that she was dealing with, when for so long, she's been the caretaker of grandpa. She made it through surgery and has a colostomy bag and will learn to live life in a whole new way....

ok...hurdle number one...thank you God for seeing her through.

Monday...I get a call from my sister that my dad, who is YOUNG, 56 years old was taken by ambulance to the hospital because of chest pains and fear of a heart attack. I live 3,000 miles away...do you know how helpless I felt!?! Wishing I could be in the room and hold his hand...tell him it would be alright and then later yell at him for years of smoking? He's MY dad. Thankfully my sister was able to bring her laptop and we've been 'seeing' each other through the awesome technology of webcams!! He had surgery this afternoon...his arteries were clogged...he NEEDS to change is lifestyle...new diets, no more smoking, exercise!!!! (Dad, I know you read this...you mean the world to me...make these changes!)

I cried on the phone today with my mom...I want them around another 25+ years...but they have to make some changes...I was scared...I'm too young to lose parents...

Hurdle #2...getting through it...but still a bit scared.

Can't tell whether the glass is half empty or beginning to fill up a bit...but I'm ready for the second half of January to be less eventful!!

Am I nuts?!?!

2010-01-08T10:59:00.000-08:00

Time to set new goals...

I think this may be the most insane thing I've ever done!!

I'm think I'm going to need some encouragement! (This is where you're going to come in!)

...or my head examined...

A bit too much...

2010-01-05T14:52:00.000-08:00

When I first moved the to Northwest 11 years ago I was shown that coffee is just a way of life here...there are coffee stands on most corners and with the dreary weather we have (many gray days) warm coffee is so appealing...isn't it!?!?

Well, just so you know, they are getting creative...Starbucks has nothing on these folks...can you imagine working here on a cold January morning....NOT ME! I'm an Ugg's type of gal with my North Face hoodie!!

I guess this is coffee's version of 'Hooters'...

Goodbye 2009....

2009-12-31T15:35:00.000-08:00

See this boy? He broke his collar bone on Christmas Eve...This picture was 5 hours after the incident...He and I were getting ready to take the dog for a walk....he took Rufus to the corner and when I went outside to meet him...he was crying....Rufus had pulled him to the ground and down he went. We visited the ER and and it was a complete brake....he cried just a bit...and had a tough night sleep...mixed with Santa excitement and pain. So proud of him...he's a bit bummed by watching the 3" of snow falling...knowing he missed out on skiing this week and getting to use his new sled. What a trooper!!
This year was a year full of many changes....but yet...many things remained the same.

I am so proud of our little family...getting through a job change...my hubby changed jobs...and it has been for the BETTER for us! I love that he was able to help people get into their first home...but when the economy went 'scary'....many stayed safe within their home and it stayed slow...for months! I'm so proud of him....learning a new trade, getting to know new people....yet, still being the same man that he always has been. He's still doing Real Estate and things are picking up fast....so I think within the year he'll have an assistant....ME~

I say to this upcoming year....I welcome you 2010...I was scared of entering 2009.

The past decade was first to become a married woman, a mommy, a woman who found a devotion to God, photography, and running! I'm proud of the person and the family we've become! I am still working on things...which is how it should always be....I've been married to Andy for 10 years....I look forward to this brand new decade....all the excitement and change it will bring!!

What are you looking forward to this year?

Merry Christmas...

2009-12-18T12:30:00.001-08:00

May your Christmas Season be full of HIS love and JOY!

still here....

2009-12-09T07:40:00.001-08:00

I feel like I've blew off a friend...never called back and just didn't know how to pick up the phone.

I haven't been up to blogging in a while...it's not that I'm not reading anyone's blogs...I just sat down one day and didn't know if I really wanted to blog anymore....anyone ever feel that way?

I started this blog as a way for my family to keep up...keep my thoughts down and wonder if there are any other mommy's who feel the same as me...but I felt that once I sat down to the computer...that's where I stayed...I wasn't a mommy...I stepped into the world of blogs, facebook, bejeweled blitz, photos...I just got sucked in...

Life is CrAzY....new jobs....new responsibilities...new possibilities...all very exciting! God has been seen so much in our lives...but still secretly I'm holding on to so much...not willing to let Him have it all... I just feel like I'm standing out in the crowd...alone....Bueller? Bueller?

Just some rambling thoughts...from an old friend.

are you still out there?

teaching confidence...

2009-10-12T13:21:00.000-07:00

Last week I had the opportunity to catch two of our dear friends from California on the Oprah show...they weren't in the audience...they were being interviewed by Oprah on their daughter's experience in school as an African American...

Their daughter, Raven, a 4 year old came home from preschool one day crying because her hair wasn't straight like the other gals in her classroom...she has beautiful hair...but so different than us white folk! ;) Vanessa, her mom, began talking to her about our beauty within and where our beauty comes from...Vanessa went one step further to teach her daughter about her inner beauty...she cut off all her hair. Amazing! You have taught me Vanessa!

My daughter is a cute little girl...(Again, I'm her mommy, so I can brag) Even this past week, I've had two different parents of boys tell me, their little boys think Peyton is pretty. What a great thing to be told.

BUT, that's NOT all I want my daughter to hear...

I want her to hear she is strong!
I want her to be confident!
That she is able to do and be whatever she wants to be in her life.
I want her to know that she is smart!
I want her to study and learn and experience different things!

What can I help do to teach her, that our beauty lies within ourselves, and our God gave us the confidence to be strong in Him!

Tomorrow my little one turns 5. I can't believe how quickly these 5 years have gone...we prayed hard and waited for so long for her to come to our life. I'm so proud of who she is and all she has done in her short little life.

I pray that as her mommy, she'll see in me a confidence that she will in return see in herself. That she will never feel she can't do anything...feel empowered to be the best at everything...

What are you doing to raise strong, confident, and amazing women?

just because...

2009-10-09T10:35:00.000-07:00

This kid made me a mommy!

I'm so in love.

He's so smart.

He's a master lego builder.

He's reading ONE chapter book a day and LOVES reading!

He's the best big brother.

He's so tender.

He's a great helper.

He has a messy room.

He's a good friend!

He still cuddles with his mommy!

He gave big temper tantrums!

He is great at soccer and has a great competitive edge!

He's my 8 year old.

I love him so much.

I want to protect him so much.

I have to let go too...

Feeling like letting the world know they've got a keeper in this kid!
Just because!

I'm his mom and I'm allowed to brag...I'm his biggest cheerleader!

I love you Cole buddy!

I'm LIVE!!

2009-09-22T18:24:00.000-07:00

The news is out on the web...

I'm live!

www.amypurvisphotography.com

I'm so excited! My first newborn and family shots are scheduled for this weekend. I'm nervous, excited...the kind of nerves that makes you pee your pants!

My site is looking for lots of pretty smiles! I wanted to tell the blog land first before I send out my mass email to friends and family!

You all have encouraged...
You all have supported...

...and now I'm going to take this and give it to my God and hopefully He'll have some good things come from this!!

Two and half hours!!

2009-09-14T21:18:00.000-07:00

That's how much time mommy had to herself this morning! I thought about my actions as the day wore on...Let's rewind to when I dropped my oldest off for his very first day of preschool, I cried. I couldn't believe that I was leaving him with strangers...that he'll be having memories without his mommy....

Fast forward 4 years...I drop off my youngest two for their first year of preschool and I bolted out the door! I was happy that I got to go running this morning...and then I did a bit of grocery shopping...alone. And then topped it off with a Starbucks...without anyone asking for a chocolate milk...

I was a better mommy today! I picked them up and I missed them...but I needed that time to myself. I know that these guys won't stay little for long and I LOVE my life right now...but so thankful for a bit of 'me' time to capture a bit of 'Amy' again!

by the way, I get to do it all over again on Wednesday!

Of course, I've got pictures...speaking of pictures! Please stop by again later this week, I've got a BIG announcement that I'm so excited to share...I know that you've probably guessed it...but I'm working hard to make it right!

Also, Thanks so much to Southern Queen Bee and Kelli over at Outside my Kitchen Window....they've both awarded me with such AWESOME awards and I'm so thankful! Go read their blogs...Kelli is so inspiring and a true woman of God! She has some of the yummiest recipes and is a BUCKEYE!!! Queen Bee just got back from a trip to the Northwest...I think she fell in love with our part of the country!! You guys are awesome women!!!

Happy September...

2009-09-01T10:56:00.000-07:00

I am now officially a mother to a second grader and almost have two children (two weeks from yesterday) in preschool. What's a girl to do with almost 2 1/2 hours to herself in the mornings?!?! Heaven, I tell ya! Heaven!

We had a wonderful time camping this past weekend...great ending to a busy summer and loved spending time with the family...

~Funny Story!~

While we were camping I was in the camp ground bathroom brushing my teeth and getting ready for the day. Out of one of the stalls comes a gal wearing a sweatshirt from the high school that my hubby had gone to. I had seen her and her family earlier and was going to ask...so now was a good opportunity. We chatted for a bit and then I told her that my hubby had gone to that high school...which by the way is three hours from where we live now...

She responded that she had gone there and wondered what year my hubby graduated...I told her in 1992 and then she asked me his name...after the name dropped from my lips you could see a blank stare come over here face and then said 'Well, I'm just going to say it...I dated him'. Turns out this gal happened to be my hubby's high school sweetheart...they dated all throughout high school and some in college...they hadn't seen each other since college...

Let's just say that I giggled and then said, 'Well, we're in spot #3...come down and visit and say hello, by the way, my in-law's are here too! They'll love to say hello.'

What do you say? She was actually probably more nervous than I was....I'm sure it's weird meeting your ex's wife and family.

Ever happened to you? Where is the weirdest place you've ever met someone?

Things are starting to slow down...

2009-08-25T07:54:00.000-07:00

but I still have to wait a few more days. School starts next week for our oldest...you know that commercial when the dad skips through Staples while the song 'It's the Most Wonderful Time of the Year'? I have mixed emotions...I'm happy that we'll be back in some sort of routine again...but sad to miss out on8 hours of his life.

Have you missed me? I've missed you all! I've gotten some sweet notes from you and I plan on getting some news off very soon about some exciting developments in my life!

But for now, I'll leave you with some fun photos to show you what we've been doing this last month...we're heading out this weekend for one more last hurrah of camping and boating...4 days in the hot sun! Summer, stay forever, please!

well, off to referee another argument over a blanket....maybe school starting is not such a bad idea after all!

Summer, Summer, Summertime...

2009-07-30T10:43:00.000-07:00

It is so hot outside!
We've had 10 days of 100+ degree heat...
We'll cool down to 96 on Tuesday!

I love this heat!

Haven't done much running...

They have warnings!

Life is good...So much going on!
I'll be back to the blogging world soon...
I'm just having so much F~U~N !!

Let me know you're still here...
Hot how is it where you are?

Puppy Birthday Cupcakes!!

2009-07-13T11:34:00.000-07:00

The past few weeks have sent me into a crazy spiral...lots of fun and good times! Our youngest one turned 3...he's totally done with diapers...nothing at night even....moved into a big boy bed....and using words like 'AWESOME'. I love this age!

We had a 'Puppy Birthday' for him and what kid wouldn't like getting a dog.

We love our new addition. His name is Rufus. He's a sweet dog and loves us dearly. He needs some serious boot camp...So far he's chewed a bucket, a pink jump rope, and my new Crocs got some chomping. I was so mad...mostly because I had JUST told the kids to keep their things picked up so the dog doesn't chew. Argh! Nothing a little superglue couldn't fix and viola!

Ice Cream in a dog bowl...

4th of July fun outside the house... Hope you are enjoying your summer just as much...it's almost half way over!!

2009-07-07T23:21:00.001-07:00

Kindness...part 2

2009-07-07T22:37:00.001-07:00

A few months ago I had an experience that was so cool...but I couldn't share it with anyone...not even here! You see, my family reads this blog and little did I know I was getting the surprise of the year!

I've got some amazing women in my life...12 of us get together once a month and play this crazy dice game called Bunko...we started this group 3 1/2 years ago and we have pretty much the same group we started with...

My little sister Lynsey was expecting her first baby this July and I wasn't going to get to be home (Ohio) to celebrate with her in her shower...well, little did I know that the video you are going to watch (above) shows that kindness exists all around us!! (yes, I do the Ugly Cry!!)

My girls for the April Bunko held a 'Pajama Contest'...whomever had the best jammies won a prize...I won for the coolest jammies and in my head I thought I had won a Starbuck's gift card or a cool pair of socks...Little did I know...these ladies and my other sister pulled off a trip for me to fly home and be a part of Lynsey's shower. I was surprised and couldn't believe they, and my hubby, pulled one over on me...I had NO idea and was a total surprise!

I got to go home for Father's Day weekend to Ohio...I flew alone and had 14 hours total of just 'me' time...I read a whole book and drank a martini at the airport. My dad and my other sister had no idea...I got to enjoy surprising the heck out of both of them and see lots of tears and happiness! It was such a quick weekend...I was there and home within 2 1/2 days...I'm so thankful that I've got these great gals!

Surprising my dad...I told him that his Father's Day gift should be arriving on Friday...

it was ME!!

The moment Lynsey saw me hiding behind my favorite TV mom...

My sister Mary who helped bring me home to Ohio...

Sisters...and our adopted sister Stevie...she's really our cousin...but all the same...a sister!

I would also like to announce that baby Connor decided to join our family 5 weeks early and my sister delivered him just 3 days after I left to head home to Washington...he's such a healthy little boy and home with his mommy and daddy!

Born on June 24th weighing 5lbs 11oz. and 18" long...just an adorable little guy and I can't wait to hug and kiss this boy when they visit us in September! Welcome to this crazy family big guy!

I just want to encourage you to keep passing the kindness around...I've been seeing it all around and trying to bless others when I can...even if it's just a note card in the mail...it will brighten some one's day!!

13.1 Miles....check!

2009-06-29T09:52:00.000-07:00

I'm one of those crazy women who loved childbirth...I delivered each child without drugs...seeing what my body can do...this body that is healthy and thriving...the body our God gave me to work and do good things with...

So when this past weekend came around...I put it to the test again. I ran my very first half marathon! I trained for a few months seriously and got on a good running program. I said to my hubby just moments before the race began...'This is kind of like our wedding...you prepare for months and it's over with in just a few hours'.

Sunriver, OR is my favorite place to go with my family. It has a peaceful feeling every time I pull into the village. I love the smells, the sites, the feeling I get when I'm there...calmness. I had a few days to get ready before the race started. I had pulled my groin two weeks ago and had run only once since then...I was nervous and wondering if my left leg was going to hold out for that long. I had been getting good miles and a great pace...I was happy with my training...until the groin pull...it hurt and I was nervous that I wasn't going to be able to run. I rested and iced and took lots of ibuprofen...I did all I could...

Friends...I was so happy that morning...I worked so hard to get there...just something that only I could accomplish. No one could make my feet move. As the timer went off and I started (me and Lady GaGa) we moved through the first mile dodging people, getting off the trail to pass some others, a feeling of 'I can do this' was so overwhelming! I don't think I stopped smiling...At mile 7 I grabbed my water and looked over at this gal and said 'Whose idea was this?'...still smiling...but getting a little tired. I was half way there...I can do this...At mile 8.5 I came out of the path of trees and into a clearing and there, I saw my mountain. What a view...It gave me everything I needed to push forth to the end. When I got to the finish line I was so happy...I cried...hands over my head...I did it! I didn't care about the time...My garmin was not working, so I had no idea about my pace...it was about me and the ability to do something new and finish strong! I ran the WHOLE thing...not once did I stop!

I'm happy with the new endeavour! I love that I have found running. Something that I can get excited about for me...a mom, a wife, a woman! I chose to keep going...A year ago I found running and now, I'm a runner too!

Father's Day Preview...

2009-06-16T19:09:00.000-07:00

Just trying to get caught up...

Enjoying the first few days of summer...

Pictures that I took for Father's Day...

It was a warm morning...

bees were stinging...

kids were tired...

thirsty....

mommy was a little crabby...

So glad I got a few before we all melted down!

Bouncing here and there and everywhere~

2009-06-05T09:01:00.000-07:00

Can you name the cartoon song?!?!

Have you missed me friends? It's been a while! Life has a way of getting away these last few weeks...my home has been busy...

Here's some updates:

~The two year old is sleeping in undies at night! yay! No more diapers after 7 1/2 years! WOW!

~I ran 11 miles last Saturday. I can't believe I actually ran them...The heat was exhausting, we were at 98 degree last Saturday! This weekend will be 12 miles and the weather will be low 80's! Phew! Then I'll taper down my miles until race weekend. Race weekend is three weeks away! I'm so excited that I can barely contain myself!!

~School is almost done. We have one week left...the big final spelling test is today...I can't believe I'll have a second grader!

~I've been busy creating 4 'Letter Creations' for ladies who saw my work at the Bible study luncheon...so fun to be able to get paid for these!!

~Last week of babysitting...I've been watching some kiddos for 4 months and I'm almost done. It's been nice to make some extra cash...but I can't wait to have summer break with my kiddos!

I can smell the sunscreen...the weather has been HOT...and we've been drinking a lot of smoothies. Don't tell the kids I put spinach in them! They LOVE them!

Here's the recipe:

1 Cup of Milk

1 Yogurt container (I use vanilla or blueberry) Low sugar!

1 Cup of Frozen berries or mangoes or peaches

1 Banana

1 Big Heaping handful of fresh spinach

Blend until creamy and serve them up! You can freeze the leftovers in kid's cups or homemade Popsicle holders and have extra when its hot outside! The kids are eating these almost everyday and I feel good knowing they are getting some good green veggies!

Have a great weekend!

Our Newest American Idol!

2009-05-21T11:40:00.000-07:00

Love that he is singing this song...this is one my favorite song at this moment!

I'm so glad I voted for Kris...loving it!!

A few snapshots...

2009-05-19T14:01:00.000-07:00

'Pictures of you...

Pictures of me...

Hung up on your wall for the world to see...'

~The Last Goodnight

A little gift I made for a dear friend...

A little gift a dear friend made for me...LOVE the camera strap!

Thanks Debbie!

Seeing it. Feeling it. Loving it! Kindness is all around...

God even gave me the strength to get through an

8 mile run this past weekend...

: :

Not to mention that it was 90 degrees...

Thinking of you friends...

Life is getting a bit busier towards the end of the school year...

Three weeks left!

Kindness...

2009-05-13T09:06:00.000-07:00

The past few months I've been in a study with some gals at my church...it is a great group of gals...most of us are young moms and have lots in common. It has been a great year of getting to know these ladies. Next week my mother in law and I are going to give a practical on our relationship to the entire women's study (200 women). Our study has been about mentoring and being mentored....

Our last week's study was on kindness...things you have done for others and how you've experienced kindness from others. I've been so blessed these past few months and I'll share a bit more on another post...but I've been very fortunate.

Have you ever had the nudge to do something for someone and you kept putting it off? I have this one dear friend who has stepped in to help me this past year and I just kept thinking of ways to show her my appreciation...she's a kind soul. I knew in my heart I wanted to get my butt in gear and show kindness to her...yesterday during our study we went around the room and shared moments of when you've been showed 'kindness'...when it was her turn, she couldn't think of anything...my heart sunk...here I've been nudged by God to do something and I haven't...I just got 'too busy'...or had other excuses... I was so sad...

My busy lifestyle caused me to miss out. I'm learning to model kindness...why is it that sometimes I'm nicer to other people instead of my own family? Why would I raise my voice to my child who spilled the crayons but later help their friend who did the same thing? My heart is learning to serve my family...I read in my book about how a gal prays for each family member as she folds that person's clothing....are we joyful or resentful in our serving. Are we being kind...

Just wanted to share a bit of what I'm learning this week...

Are you learning something new?

by George, I think we've got something...

2009-05-07T09:24:00.000-07:00

On my list of 100 things about me, you'll see that I've had a 'steel thumb' most of my life. I've been able to keep three children healthly and thriving...why not plants? But look...do you see some green? It is growing...I hope it will be edible in a few months...The new grass we planted to finish the back yard makeover...look, it's growing too! Hopefully, I'll have a new hobby and be able to give away some veggies!

The training for the half marathon is going well...I'm into week 3 (7 weeks left!) and doing great. I conquered my hill again last night, a 4 mile run at a 9:03 pace...feeling good, this Saturday is the long run and I'll be doing 6 miles. Getting more and more excited about this summer and all that is in store for our family!

Feeling a bit anxious and wanting to craft or rearrange my furniture...spring always brings a cleaning change...maybe I'll rearrange the bedrooms today...any one else rearrange like a crazy woman?! I think today I may get my feet dirty...here's to playing in the dirt.

Circle. Circle. Dot. Dot.

2009-05-01T07:49:00.000-07:00

I thought this was cute!

I'm planting flowers today...It's May, It's May!!!
Have A GrEaT Weekend!

Hanging with the dead...

2009-04-30T08:15:00.000-07:00

This past weekend my hubby didn't have an open house on Sunday...a very rare occasion. So we skipped church (the kiddos had gooky green goobers and a cough, I'm sure they wouldn't have liked us there) and went for a long Sunday drive.

We drove for an hour to a town where my hubby's parents use to live and got these GIANT burgers and shakes. The day was so warm and nice we decided we'd take in an old west cemetery. Some of these head stones were over a hundred and fifty years old. Many of them were young children...some marked unknown...and many of them were broken. It seemed to be a forgotten cemetery...one that was kept up by mowing the grass weekly...but not much has been done to preserve these grounds for the last 50 years.

It was a sad moment when my daughter came up to me while I was reading a headstone of a little girl, Elozia, who died very young...she looked at me sadly and then said 'Mommy, but I wanted to be her friend'. The tender heart was so upset that a child had died and this was her first experience with that fact. All afternoon she kept talking about that little girl...We put picked some flowers nearby and placed them on the grave.

I remember having this first conversation with my oldest about death...He was very sad and wanted to know if grownups go with you when a child dies...these are some of the hardest topics to talk about with children...

How have you talked with your kids about death?

We have a winner...

2009-04-27T08:15:00.001-07:00

Thanks friends for leaving a comment...it was fun to see some new ones in there too. I was going to get all cool and video tape the drawing...but I left the camera in hubby's truck...and he's gone for the day...shucks!

So I had the oldest pick a number 1-18 and he picked #7 Real scientific...huh!

The winner is Beth from Blogalicious! Congrats Beth and I'll get you the $15.00 Starbucks giftcard...and I know where you live! If you get a chance, go and visit her blog and see what she's spending her time doing...You'll be inspired! I know that I am!! Very proud of you Beth!

Also, my shoes came on Friday...Thanks again Southern Queen Bee...Aren't they just too cute!?!? I love them!Off to start my Monday...The oldest is home sick...first official sick day of the year...not bad...

More things to come tomorrow!

Giveaway Earth Day!

2009-04-22T08:48:00.000-07:00

Well, it's that time again!! A GIVEAWAY!! I've been feeling so blessed lately...just feeling like things are going good and I want to spread the love...the fun feeling of winning something! My Crocs should be arriving this week and I'm so excited...they'd match my outfit today!

The cute Ms. Kelli over at Outside My Kitchen Window tagged me and I thought since the last time I did a give away it was my 100th post...Well, today, it's my 200th post!! So spreading the good cheer!

Just leave a comment on this blog post by this Sunday evening (9pm)...if it's your first time, you'll get two entries! Monday morning I'll announce the winner...

What you will win...A $15.00 Gift Card to Starbucks! We can always use some coffee!!

Hoping to spread some love!
8 Things...

8 Things I'm Looking Forward to...
1. My Garden
2. Training and Running my first 1/2 Marathon June 26th!
3. Summer vacation!
4. Seeing my sister's new baby in September
5. Swimming all summer long!
6. My girls getaway this August
7. Our 10 Year Anniversary
8. No more diapers!

8 Things I did Yesterday
1. Sat in the sunshine...getting a bit too pink!
2. Ate a Popsicle
3. Dipped my feet in the sprinklers
4. Finished a book, The Middle Place by Kelly Corrigan (excellent book!)
5. Watched Biggest Loser and Idol! (GO KRIS!!!)
6. Grilled chicken and asparagus for dinner
7. Went to Bible Study
8. Washed my van

8 Things I Wish I Could Do
1. Fly
2. Read Minds
3. Be debt free
4. Be in two places at one time
5. Take pictures as a day job
6. Have a maid to clean my home and do my laundry
7. Speak French
8. Have my family live closer to me

8 Shows I Enjoy
1. American Idol
2. LOST
3. Biggest Loser
4. The Office
5. Grey's Anatomy
6. Brother's and Sister's
7. Desperate Housewives
8. Little People, Big World (I actually visited their farm for my birthday)

8 Friends I tag...
Those who leave a comment to enter the contest...you will be tagged! ;)

Have fun!

Monday, Monday...

2009-04-20T09:43:00.000-07:00

Mama's and Papa's! Sing with me! 'La la la la la la!'

Isn't this mountain gorgeous? It's Mt. Hood...I love where I live...growing up in Ohio...you certainly don't have these!

Great weekend full of sunshine and warm beautiful weather! We kept our oldest out of school on Friday and headed to Portland to enjoy the weekend. We took in the zoo...stayed at a gorgeous hotel...and found out the two year old does not like elevators! Screamed each time...too bad we were on the 6th floor!

It was Packy's (the elephant's) 47th birthday...so they had a big birthday celebration at the zoo...so much fun.

Oh, and we also bought a truck too! My hubby has been researching for about a year as to what truck he wants and two weeks ago he found the truck on Autotrader...It was a great deal and from the sweetest little ol couple...And red...hubby's favorite color!

I in return, got a Auntie Anne's pretzel from the outlet mall!

Hope your Monday is full of something new and shiny!

Some thoughts...

2009-04-15T07:13:00.001-07:00

I've been reading a lot of articles this past month about parenting...about what kind of mom I am and how I am to teach, train, discipline, and love my children. I don't think any one certain person has all the right answers...but I hope to draw up some conversation about this and learn from you guys about parenting and our roles as moms (and dads).

When our oldest was born I was very protective...I think I did a bit of smothering...heck, our first overnight visit alone from him was when I was at the hospital delivering our second child...(he was three). He only ate certain foods...I catered to those needs and felt it was justifiable to do so.

I feel I am a different mom with my third than I was with our first...I'm a lot more lenient with our last two...but I'm still really tough on the oldest...maybe because he's the oldest and its uncharted waters...but I'm learning to let him be a kid. Not to be so uptight on certain things...because frankly, he's still a kid!!

Our oldest NEVER had sugar cereal...NEVER! Just didn't happen...now the youngest will have a bit of Lucky Charms (Mom's secret stash) mixed with Cheerios...am I letting things slide as the children get older? I don't think so...I feel that I'm learning to pick my battles and not be so rigid on things...

I've read a little bit about certain 'types' of parents...here's a list of some of them.

1. Helicopter Parents
These parents hover over their kids, making sure they get every imaginable advantage. This parent style has been written up most widely in journals. They can be controlling and obsessive. They are the parents who want to insure that everything goes well for their children and no negative incident affects their self-esteem or diminishes their chances at being accepted at an Ivy League school. Sadly, they don't allow their kids the privilege of learning to fail and persevere.

2. Karaoke Parents
Like karaoke, where you can grab a microphone and sing like Barry Manilow did in the 1970s, these parents want to sound like their child, dress like their child, talk like their child, even be cool like their child. They hunger to be a "buddy" to their kids and emulate this younger generation. They somehow hope to stay "cool" and "hip" so they can relate to their children all through their young adult years. Sadly, they don't offer their kids the boundaries and authority they desperately need.

3. Dry Cleaner Parents
We take are wrinkled or soiled clothes to the dry cleaners to have them cleaned and pressed by professionals. It's so handy to drop them off and have them handed back to us looking like new. These "dry cleaner" parents don't feel equipped to raise their kids so they drop them off for experts to fix them. Although the home environment has spoiled or damaged their child's character, they hope a school, or counselor or soccer team or church youth group can fix them.

4. Monster Parents
These parents can transform into a rage, like the Incredible Hulk if they are backed into a corner. They often will write papers for their children, do homework, apply for jobs or colleges just like the helicopter parent-but for a different reason. They do the work of their kids attempting to live out their unlived life through their child. When their child receives a poor grade on a paper, they have been known to storm into a Principal's office and argue over the grade.

Reading about these different parenting styles gets me upset and sad for the child. I have a friend who is NOT raising her children...she is passing them off to others and will sadly miss the chance once they are older and out of the house. She's living HER life an putting them on the hand's of others...can you name that Harry Chapin song?

Children have a much better chance of growing up if their parents have done so first. The sad part about these damaging styles is this....Parents now side with their children when something goes wrong and they often enter an adversarial relationship with the teacher. They tend to assume their child is right and want to defend them against other adults at the school, little league ballpark or piano recital. Rather than working together, the parents and teacher's quibble over the kid, who basks in the influence they leverage with the adults around them.

I feel I've done a bit of a few of these parent types...but trying hard to stay away from them...we want to protect our children and we all want the best for them...but how do we draw the line?

Let's discuss...
(I'll be commenting in the comment section...so check back if you leave a comment)

Please take one nice picture!

2009-04-13T09:08:00.000-07:00

Have you ever tried to get your three kiddos to sit still and get a 'nice' photo? Well, we tried...here's a bit of the photo shoot to get one of them to 'cooperate'...

During the weekend we ripped up an old play area...and now we're in the midst of planting grass and making two flower beds...a little garden for me....BUT if you know anything about me...you'll know that I'm happy I've been able to keep three children healthy, fed, and alive...because my gardening and plant skills...not so much! I've got a 'steel thumb'...but I'm going to try again!! I will eat something I've grown this summer...

Our little girl became daddy's sidekick all weekend...not afraid to get dirty and helped dig in the dirt...even when it was raining! Mom stayed inside and watched a Lifetime Movie when it was raining!

Until then, I'm off to sweep the piles of dirt off my kitchen floor...sand is no fun in the house!

Skinamarink a wink a wink

2009-04-08T17:06:00.000-07:00

skinamarink a dooooooo....I LOVE YOU!

I love how he tries to sing 'underneath the moooooon'...and yes, he whacked my leg! Little stinker!

Enjoy!

You know those kind of weekends...

2009-04-06T08:46:00.000-07:00

that are blissful from the time 5pm rolled around on Friday till the time you close your eyes on Sunday evening?!?!? It was definitely one of those!

First I found out my name was picked to win a gift certificate from CROCS from Southern Queen Bee...I was stoaked and so excited! I can pick the size and style...I've narrowed it down to two...Yippee!! Check out her blog...it's so cute and creative!!

Our weather was GoRgEoUs!!! Friday we spent the afternoon taking the kids to see Monsters vs. Aliens....it was a cute movie...but for a family of 5...so not worth $63.00! By the time you had to pay extra for the glasses and have a bit of popcorn...holy smokes! But, watching my 7 year old giggle with these googly glasses.

Saturday morning was the BIG 10K! The sunshine came out in full force and was 65 degrees...how heavenly to run on the river in bright sunshine. The run was in honor of a gal who had been killed a two years ago while she was out on her daily run in Seattle...she was hit by a car. She was an active participant in 'Athletes in Action' and was a member of the church we attend. Over 200 people came out and the proceeds went towards a scholarship in her name for students going overseas.
I started out strong and wanted to finish the run in under an hour...I did it in 1:01:08....a measly minute!! Argh! I was sooo hot by the middle of the race...I overdressed...I still got those 6 miles in under 10 minutes...so that was a good thing for me...I'm determined to get those minutes down. (I'm a slow runner!) But I DID IT!!!!

(Me and my dear friend Rachel...she strapped on wings and FLEW through the course...she's got a gift!!)The rest of the weekend was spent outside planting flowers and bought a few trees for the front landscape...BBQ'd and played hard outside the whole weekend. I didn't want it to end...this morning hubby and I had coffee on our back patio and I smelled that fresh sprinkler water, sunscreen, warmth that summer brings...I just know it's around the corner!

One more exciting thing was when I came home from the store my 7 year old informed me that he got to make the decision to take the 'For Sale' sign out of the yard...he and his daddy had a good talk and Cole said it would be better for us to stay...(hubby and I have been talking about it for a while...) but it was fun for Cole to feel a part in the decision...SO, the sign is out and this little ol home is MINE again...at least for another 2-3 years! Yippee!!!

OH...BASEBALL Season starts today! We have Ken Griffey back and I LOVE my Seattle Mariner's!!! What a good week it's going to be!!

I hope you can enjoy today...finding some excitement throughout the day!!

Like mother...

2009-03-31T11:03:00.000-07:00

Like daughter...Funny Girl!!

Do we look anything alike? What do your friends say about who your kids look like? I get all the time that little Peyton looks just. like. me. Then I get the absolute opposite...I'm thinking today we look a lot alike!!Feeling much better today! Still pretty sleepy...

Grabbing Tuesday but it's capital T and getting through the day...

hey, good TV tonight....Biggest Loser & Idol!!

(By the way, anyone else inspired by those contestants running a half marathon?)

I can do the 10K this weekend!!

Feeling a bit green...or yellow...

2009-03-30T10:12:00.000-07:00

oh no...

I've been doing good. The kids have been healthy...we got through the toughest months February and March...but for some reason...I'm feeling a bit under the weather...wouldn't you know it...Spring Break started today.

The kids are still running around in their jammies...and my coffee didn't even sound appealing. I want to nap...think my 7 1/2 will nap today? Doubt it...

I'm feeling irritible...crabby...and the 4 loads of laundry that are on my bed...magically needs to be folded. I wonder what the child labor law's entail?

I hoping it's because I ran 9 miles in two days...I ran 6 on Saturday and three yesterday...my body is maybe a bit mad at me...let's hope this is the reason...

Here's to starting the week off a bit ewwwy, but hopefully finishing strong...and that no one else feels this yucky!

I'd fly with these guys!

2009-03-26T13:30:00.000-07:00

My goodness...this made me crack up so much!

Thanks Blogalicious!! She sent it to me via e-mail! Hilarious!

excuses...excuses...

2009-03-22T16:27:00.000-07:00

There will be a point in the race...

Where you alone will need to decide...

You will need to make a choice...

Do you really want it?

~Rolf Arands~

It's been one year. One year since I started running...I decided last year that I wanted to learn something...find a hobby or activity that I can enjoy for myself...I found running (along with photography). I have muscles in places I never knew I could have them. All my jeans are tighter...I can't seem to squeeze into my little jeans because my butt has gotten more muscle...still don't know how I feel about having to buy bigger jeans...

Have I told you that I am running a 1/2 marathon in June? My first one ever... I'm freaking out a bit...I wonder if my little ol body will be able to do it...

There is this hill on my run that kills me...at the bottom of the hill, I look up at it and I want to run up the whole thing...I have great intentions...but, it beats me every time...Yesterday, I won! You know the rocky scene...I got to the top of the hill and I didn't care who saw me...I puffed my hands above my head and yelled out a 'woohoo'. What a site I must have been!

I wouldn't let it beat me. I'm not a quitter...by any means in my life...I have always been drivin and determined (some may say I'm stubborn)...but regardless, I beat it!

It's a great way to look at life too...many things may get us bogged down...life pushes us in ways we don't like to go...it's how we handle ourselves during that time...I'm choosing to win!

May your Monday be full of fun and full of accomplishments!!

I don't need to be reminded...

2009-03-19T13:18:00.000-07:00

You want to know the phrase I dislike most in life?

'Enjoy this time now, because Life

goes by so quickly!'

I remember when I was going to college...it was one of the first times I had ever really heard and listened to those words. I remember my youth pastor's wife saying them to me and letting me know that college will go by in a 'blink of an eye'. It did! I can't believe that I graduated from college 12 years ago.

But most of the time I hear it applied to when someone older is talking about our time with our kids. My response is to smile nicely and say 'I know'.

You don't think I know that this time is going quickly...my oldest is 7 1/2 and I can still remember the first time I counted those toes, watched that smile turn into a giggle and the best belly laugh a mom and dad could hear.

I understand how fast life goes...I'm going to be 35 this year...I know! I just don't want to be reminded. It makes my heart sad. I like these moments right now...I like cuddling with my fussy two year old...I enjoy hearing my Peyton say 'Mommy, watch this' for the elevenity billionth time. I want to savor each of these moments...listen to their laughter as they enjoy each other...and not get so frustrated when they come out for that 4th goodnight kiss. Because in a blink of an eye...they won't be asking for it.

So, with that said...I'm going to enjoy today.

Because tomorrow will be here before you know it...

Monday has reared it's face again...

2009-03-16T09:35:00.000-07:00

but today I'm welcoming Monday!
Mondays are not pleasant by most people...it signifies the end of a weekend...
the start of another busy week.
But I feel it...this week is going to be good! Can you feel it?
I. Just. Know. It!

I think today I'm going to buy some new makeup...have you ever just looked in your make up bag and wondered how long you've had that blush brush? I've been using that same shade for years...I think it's time for some new color!!

Enjoy your Monday...
do a little painting with the kids...chalk it up outside...color your hair!!

What can you do today to bring out the color in your week?

Go into your weekend...

2009-03-13T08:32:00.000-07:00

...full of hope and joy.
Living each moment and enjoying those around you.

If only I would be so lucky to live to this tender age!

Head above water...

2009-03-12T10:05:00.001-07:00

This morning during our coffee time, my hubby and I had a good talk about our summer plans and the ideas for our future. If you know us...you'll see that we have A LOT going on right now...so many ideas, opportunities, great adventures...but still in the 'waiting' phase.

Our kids love the Disney website 'Club Penguin'. They've created little penguins and they go around their frozen ice burg playing games and interacting with other penguins. One of their favorite games is the under water game. The penguin goes around the ocean floor gathering treasure and root beer kegs...if you're under too long the penguin will begin looking for air...trying to keep his head above water...(see image)That's how I'm feeling...just keeping my head high enough...there is still some breathing room...but looking forward to hitting the surface again...

I'm thinking a good run is in store for tonight...getting my head clear and kicking it into high gear!!

How do you keep your head above water?

Days like this...

2009-03-09T15:07:00.001-07:00

I caught this picture of my two youngest this afternoon...sweetness.

Makes all the silly loud voices a bit more peaceful!

May your week be full of unexpected joys!! I'm counting on it!!

Hilarious...

2009-03-06T14:23:00.001-08:00

Friends like this are once in a lifetime! I love it!

Happy Friday! Enjoy your weekend!

Who do you know?

2009-03-05T11:20:00.000-08:00

Who do you know on your blogroll?
Last week was our photography class...I was so excited because we were learning the basics...aperture, shutter speed, white balance, RAW vs. Jpeg format...all these things were exciting to me because I want to learn and be good!

Anyways, I got to go with two of my Bunko gals who also happen to be bloggers too...
Jess & Debbie...

Do you know 'real life' bloggers? Have you been able to meet anyone on account of your blog?

A few years ago I was on an on-line mom's group when I was pregnant with my daughter...I formed some of best conversations and got to know some of the greatest gals from that board. Actually, 4 of us met up one afternoon when I went home to visit in Ohio...(hi Kathy, I know you read this! I miss you!) and it was so fun to finally 'meet' these gals in which you've formed wonderful friendships with over the Internet. Kristin over at Brown JELO was one of those gals...it's fun to see if they really are like what you've pictured in your head.

I know that I have some gals my blogroll that I'd love to sit and have coffee with one afternoon. Or teach me crafts or photo tips...I've learned so much from this silly ol blog! Even if we've never met face to face...

I also know Blogalicious and ch/am/ma/co/ca...just to give them a little ol plug too!

And this is my sister Lynsey...who is expecting their first baby in July...

Go visit their blogs and tell them Amy sent you...maybe you'll get to enjoy a bit of why I love these gals too!

Have you met anyone on account of your blog?

Lazy weekend...

2009-03-01T16:36:00.000-08:00

It was so relaxing...we've had a busy week and the upcoming one is just upon us.

We're out of February...I'm so thankful that we're in March...it's one step closer to spring! I can almost feel the funk leaving...March is going to be good!

Saturday's weather started out beautiful...sunshine and warmer temperatures...so we headed to the park. We had fun...throwing rocks in the lake...teaching Cole how to skip them across the water...he and daddy had a good bonding time. We played hard at the park...ate hot dogs and drank lemonade. Came home and made french toast and oatmeal raisin cookies for dinner...

Sunday our church had combined all the services at a local facility near our home...It was amazing to see a thousand people in worship...kids stayed for the service...I love my church...have I told you that before? It's a good place to meet God!!

Gearing up towards a busy week...I've offered my two friends of mine to watch their kiddos during the day...I'll have two extra kids 4 days a week until the end of the school year...mommy's had to get jobs and I offered to babysit...makes a good little extra income for me...let's hope I can handle it...I can do anything short-term...right?!?

Oh, I also got my first paying 'gig' for photography. I was asked by someone to make a 'letter perspective' name for their friends. Remember the one I made for my mother in law for Christmas...bonus!! I get money for doing something I really love doing...taking pictures!

Hope you all have a good week...Anything fun and exciting for you?

Butterfly kisses...

2009-02-23T08:56:00.000-08:00

I felt your butterfly kisses

on my sweet soft cheek.

Your butterfly kisses mean so much to me

I promise that I

Shall never let go.

My butterfly kisses

I love you so.

You're getting so much bigger.

One day you'll be too old for these things...

but until then...

I'll be there to take lots of pictures and

hope you'll always pass out your butterfly kisses!

because everyone else is talking about it...

2009-02-19T11:24:00.000-08:00

The Economy!

Are you getting tired of hearing how bad it is? Me too!! It is tough...people are doing without some of their comforts. Cutting things out...

So...what are you doing in this economy? Are you not buying or doing certain things which are now considered a luxury?

Can I share a few of my little tips? (My way of being a little 'helpful')

**When you come to my house you'll see that I have a menu on my fridge....I usually work on it Sunday night and then do 10-12 dinners...I'll go through magazines...try new recipes...look through my pantry for things I already have on hand...and then go through the freezer. What do I really need?

**Make fresh...don't buy store bought pizzas, Plan your menu...shop for what you need...saves you those extra dollars when plan ahead..don't just head out to the store. My two week bill? $115 - $125.00 average for a family of 5 (I will have to go and shop for fresh produce, herbs, milk, and bread during those two weeks)

**Family nights! Instead of going out to a fun restaurant...try staying in. We love renting new released Wii games at the local video store...($5.99 for a week) Make homemade pizzas...play a board game...turn off all your lights and play hide and seek in the dark. It's so fun...plus, your kids will think you're so cool! Remember this idea from the summer?

**Turn your heat down at night. Friends, I got my gas bill two months ago and I just about flipped. I like it warm in my house. I turned it down 3 degrees during the day and 5 degrees at night...I save $65.00 this month...and it was COLD outside!! Just put on some warm socks and grab a blanket! 69 is still warm...heck, I'd like that outside right now!!

**Borrow books or old magazines from friends (let them buy the books)...I've been reading the Twilight series...I bought the first two and then said...enough, someone has to have the rest....so I asked around and borrowed...saved money! Clothing swap with friends...Have a girl's night out at your home...if you all have clothes that you don't want...get a swap together...serve martinis and do some shopping...kids or mommy clothes! A fun night out for friends!

**Keeping your trips to the store/gym/church/ less frequent. Make your errands a little less and save some gas. Our gas has jumped .20 cents in the last two weeks...I am so thankful it's not $4.00 a gallon again...but, I am keeping myself in check as to how many errands I really need to do! Sometimes screaming kids will make those errands even shorter!

Things I've learned? I like saving money. I feel I've been very good as part of my job is to make my hubby's dollar go a little further. But, and I mean serious BUT, don't ever skimp on feminine products. Ladies, I bought the 'store brand'...NEVER again...Me and Always, will always be together!

What are you doing to get your dollar to spread a little further? I'd love more tips!

Wanna buy a house?

2009-02-17T14:28:00.000-08:00

Well....the open house it set for this weekend. The sign went into the yard this morning...

You know that pit in your stomach that you get when you're nervous? Yep, it's there! I saw the sign in the yard when I got home from Bible study this morning...it's real. Tangible...for all to see!

My hubby and I have been having lots of conversations ...dreams... talks... prayers... temper tantrums (mainly by me) over the next step for our lives. Guys, I have never been so reliable on our God...finding truth and understanding as to where God is leading us. He's giving us so many options...but no direct answers. Nothing...just opportunities. We are going to move forward and pray that what we do will bring peace to our next few years.

The home we live in now was never going to be our 'final home'...more along just a stopping place in between...but the longer we lived here, the more memories we made, the more sad I am to be leaving.

We are buying an investment property...I can't believe we're going to try this...it's scary to be landlords...We'll buy our first house...a duplex, and we'll live on one side and fix up the home...in return, our 'renter' will be paying most of the mortgage...we'll be saving and paying off our smaller debts such as Grad school student loans. We totally feel that we have been hindered by those silly loans...it's taken such a toll on us and we're ready to kick some serious butt and pay those dumb things off! My hubby makes a good income...I want to stay home....but those loans have been a hindrance...we're making sacrifices! In return, we'll keep the property and move on in 2-3 years and build our new home. (So far that's our plan...we'll see where God leads us!)

So, with that said...will you go on this journey with me? Lift me in your thoughts, prayers, that this new little home (pink home at that!) will be a place filled with memories, love, joy, and hope!! I'll need some great ideas from some of you crafty women! Decorating tips...anyone know what to think of chalkboard paint? HGTV has been my new best friend!

It's a good thing my hubby married an adventurous woman!!

Flip Flops in February!!

2009-02-16T13:58:00.000-08:00

Friends...I'm 'channeling' Spring!!

I've decided to paint my tippy toes and wear flip flops in hopes ol Mother Nature will see that we are desperately trying to seek warmer weather! It snowed again...I'm hoping its the last I will see of it.

...until next November (in my little world it's only allowed to snow the few weeks before Christmas).

I put on a tattoo in hopes my pale little skin will get at least some color. So far it's working...the snow has melted...

Are you looking forward to spring?
What are some things you just can't wait to do?

Auntie Em...Auntie Em...

2009-02-06T14:02:00.000-08:00

It's been a while since I've put my thoughts down...I've been thinking about a lot of things lately...life is kind of in a 'stand still'...feeling a bit caught in the middle. I've been having these crazy reoccurring dreams of tornadoes...stuck between decisions...not knowing which way to go.

My hubby and I have been doing a lot of soul searching and trying to find a way to invest for our future...we've been playing with lots of ideas...some include selling our cute little home and investing in rental property...I'm scared.

I know that our God is giving us choices...we've got lots and I'm thankful for that...I just don't know how to feel...I'm afraid if I come on here and write about how I'm really feeling y'all will think I've lost my crazy mind...

I just want to feel encouraged...knowing that this is the right thing for us at the moment...I'm so thankful to be going through these life steps with Andy...and our God. But, that doesn't take away from the scariness and unknown.

I'll be back guys...I'm just feeling a bit phooey...needing some time to think about things...

Onto the weekend...

2009-01-30T12:28:00.000-08:00

Whoot-Whoot! It's Friday...the weekend is full of many possibilities...some fun family time...We made this cake for our friends the other night...the kids had a blast making it...and it was more fun to eat for the kids!

Needing Some Bright Color In Our Lives Cake! (Like the title I gave it?!)
2 boxes white cake mix
24 oz of clear diet soda (2 cans, ginger ale and sprite work well)
Gel food coloring
16 oz whipped topping
2 oz instant fat-free sugar-free pudding mix (2 smallish boxes)

Mix the cake mix with the soda. It will be lumpy afterward. That's it!!! Just soda!

Then divide by 6 and measure into separate bowls. Add the rainbow colors (ROY G. BIV)

Drop your colors into a greased 9 inch round in order of the rainbow. Bake at the box recommendations...may need a little bit extra time...

The Frosting
Meanwhile, make your frosting. Just mix the pudding mix in with the whipped topping for a few minutes. Dye if you're into that. Frost your fat-free cake with your fat-free whipped frosting.

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My home has a place for everything...when my friends come into my home...95% of the time it is clean...oh, not so true this past week!! What is the deal?? I have not been motivated...the little piles have crept up and the crumbs are still sitting there...

Friday, I'm motivated to get it done!! Homemade Pizza bagels for dinner and a family movie...45 degree weather all weekend...that's enough motivation!!Want to climb under the desk with me and eat chocolate with me?? Little stinker!

I'm still here...

2009-01-28T09:15:00.001-08:00

Looking for library books...
Going to the dentist...
Starting a new endeavor...
Trips to visit a dear friend...
Learning more about my God...
Wearing flip flops in hopes the sun may shine...
Running...slacking...running...
Potty training...washing out underwear...hopes that he'll get it right, soon!

Are you finding yourself just as busy...I can't even get to read all my favorite little blogs!

I found this Mother's Prayer a few days ago...

I used to have it hanging on my fridge...it's a good reminder.

Dear Lord, It's such a hectic day,
With little time to stop and pray,
For Life's been anything but calm,
Since You called me to be a Mom,
Running errands, matching socks,
Building dreams with matching blocks,
Cooking, cleaning, finding shoes,
And other stuff that children lose,
Fitting lids on bottled bugs,
Wiping tears and giving hugs,
A stack of last week's mail to read,
So where's the quiet time I need?
Yet, when I steal a moment, Lord,
Just at the sink or ironing board,
To ask the blessings of Your grace,
I see them, in my small one's face,
That you have blessed me,
All the while --
And I stoop to kiss
That precious smile.

Remembering that all in all...this is the life I love!!

I don't want to be doing anything else!

Lame 80's shows...

2009-01-22T11:33:00.000-08:00

Have you ever just sat down to Youtube and began typing in old shows you used to watch when you were a kid?

I was blown back to my childhood after a few minutes and couldn't believe that I could actually recite some of these stupid theme songs...how did I not grow up twisted?

Did you ever watch these shows?
You Can't Do That on Television...Alanis Morrisette was on this show...

Mr. Wizard...

Out of This World...

Blossum...I was just at the age where I didn't 'really watch' the show...but I did!

Kid's Incorporated...Yes, that's Fergie...

Small Wonder...

Did you watch any of these? I hope I wasn't the only child who did...
What were some of your favorites as a kid?

Toot!! Toot!! Toot!!

2009-01-16T08:49:00.001-08:00

It's Friday...the weekend is here...The spelling words have been memorized...The lunches have been packed...coffee has been sipped...showers...(well,I'm getting there!)

I'm looking forward to the day...much to anticipate...hoping that Friday shines it's bright little face over here...bringing nothing but goodness.

I'm stealing this from Meg's site...she's so stinkin cute, grab a cup of coffee and visit her site...she's my craft guru!! And her home...gorgeous!

We (the hubby and I) love SNL...and WE MISSED THIS EPISODE...Darn DVR!!! I love me some Doogie!!

Go catch some snowflakes on your tongue and enjoy your weekend!

2009 is going to be fine!

2009-01-13T13:32:00.000-08:00

First of all...
muah!!

That's a big ol kisseroo for all your kind comments on the pictures I had taken...I really had a good time...actually one of my other friends had asked if I would do some photos for her family too...I was pleased...I'm not feeling confident enough to start charging people...I know that I have a far way to go before I feel as if I can charge people...BUT, that doesn't mean I won't be in the future. I'm going to keep learning and maybe dabble in it a bit...

Things are starting to change here in our house...we've (my hubby and I) have been discussing some situations that may cause a big change in our lives...it's involving so many areas in our life...he's so excited about the possibility...I am on the fence...I'm trying to be supportive and I have had a few temper tantrums...but I trust my hubby 100% and even though I may not jump up and down for joy, I know that what he does for our family is because he wants the best for our family...

I just wanted to say that my 'Joneses' post is really hitting me today...I sang a beautiful song this morning in our worship at Bible Study...really hit me tough, He's all I really need....

Ooooooh! A day late and a dollar short...

What is that you might ask...reveal yourself...if you've been reading my blog and haven't commented...please do...I don't have a wonderful prize...maybe this March for my Anniversary...I love reading new blogs and I don't bite...If you're nervous...here's a question for you...

Are you watching American Idol tonight? I AM!!!

Happy Tuesday Friends!!

Hammin' it up...

2009-01-11T23:22:00.000-08:00

One of my dearest friends had asked if I wouldbe interested in taking some pictures of her girls for their daddy's birthday...I've been wondering if I have what 'it' takes to take pictures of other people besides my own kiddos...this is the first time I have ever done this...

It was a lot of fun and these girls are hilarious! They were so easy and fun...

I'm feeling the love...

2009-01-08T13:26:00.000-08:00

even though I'm full of stress these days...

I know a lot of you like coming to my blog because you have told me you feel encouraged...but lately I've been feeling the stress of life...finances...the slow time of the year. My hubby is in real estate and most of the year things are good...but, this slow time of the year eats at my insides soooo much....I've got some great friends who are rallying behind us in prayers and I KNOW that I have faith that God will see us through...it's just so stressful to allow God to handle those areas of my life.

So, with that said...I went to read Twin Power's blog and she gave me an award...Thank you friend...even though I've been much of a blah, blah, blah lately, I'm feeling loved by you...and many others!!

So here's to shoving those icky feelings away...and spreading the bloggy love!

I'm awarding this to five blogs that have been bringing me encouragement! There are so many blogs that bring smiles to my face and some new friends that I have gotten to know over the last few months...but these 5 have stuck through and through this past year...loving you girls!

1. My sweet and bubbly Carissa...Brown Eyed Fox...because, how can you not feel loved when you go on her site!!

2. Krista...you rock girl. She's full of thoughts, she puts her mind out there and I love reading her days...even when she's stuck in the middle!! She's got a great playlist too! I listen to her list while cleaning my house...

3. My dear friend Kristin...seriously, we 'met' almost 5 years ago...on an on-line mom's group...she's my kindred spirit just on the other side of the states...muah!

4. The Meenach Family...Jessica is that girl who does all things crafty and does it well...she's a lefty...love you my friend! Go visit her blog...she's just starting out and has lots of crafty ideas and good music too...

5. Funny Beth at Blogalicious...she's got great taste in tunes...a book nerd like me...loves her family...and works at my favorite store...Costco! Thanks for always encouraging me!

So spread the bloggy love on your blog...you know you're love by me!

Keeping up with the Joneses...

2009-01-06T08:55:00.000-08:00

I have been wanting to write something about this topic for a while...but couldn't quite pull it together until the other day when someone said to me 'Amy, you have it all together'.

HUH?? I looked at her and said 'Thank you, but you didn't just see me get sooooo angry over..." Isn't it funny how we look at certain people and wonder how they have it all together. Their kids have on adorable matching outfits, she's got the cutest haircut and her make up is applied like a hollywood movie star....they've got the home....the car...the time to craft, scrapbook, and time to head to the gym...the trips to warm destinations....

It's so hard to not want to be that person. To try and compare our lives.

But really, who are the Joneses? Why are we setting our life to their standards?

I think I try to stay pretty even...I'm not a big froo-froo kind of gal...I don't know how to wear makeup...so don't ask me how to apply that evening charcoal look...I'm not into brand name jeans...give me a pair of Target jeans and I'm happy...not saying those '7 Jeans' aren't stylish!

My hubby and I had a good talk yesterday morning about who we are at church, home, and the grocery store...it should be the same person through and through. The pastor should see the same way I react when I'm at home...My friends need to see me as a true individual who doesn't divulge gossip or information behind their backs...I should be their safety.

Every family is different. We all do different things to make our family unique. Sometimes I look at Andy and say 'Is this how life's supposed to be'? Life is not supposed to be lived in this way...competing and wanting what the others have...but it's so easy to get caught up. I've done it...

Our lives are busy and demanding at times, but they should be lived with a sense of purpose that allows us to be the people we are meant to be. What makes our little family incomparable? What is our highest priority as a family?

Do you set goals as a family?

resolutions...goals...things to get done...

2009-01-03T18:52:00.000-08:00

January...a new month, a new year...

You see a hundred different cleaning supplies in the stores. Exercise advertisements coming out your ears. People see this time of the year as a fresh start...doing something new.

Each year I've tried to make a goal for myself ...one that I know I can attain. (it's easier that way!)

*One year I wanted to read one book a month...
*One year I wanted to drink at least 8 cups of water a day...
*Last year's goal was to find something for me, Amy, myself...that only I can do. (I found running and photography this year!) Yay!!

This year I looked at 2009 and I was little apprehensive to see the year come...I really enjoyed 2008...there were ups and downs...but the year was a great learning process for me. I've been surrounded by friends that build me up and encourage me to strive to do my best. I looked at my kids and became thankful for their health and ability to love each other. I looked at my hubby and...well, what else can I say...I'm pretty darn lucky! He's a catch and loves me to the core.

So...with all this good stuff...why am I uneasy about this year? Maybe I'm feeling a bit anxious that I don't know what's in store for this year...maybe it's because I'm getting older.

I tend to do well with change...seeing the ebbs and flows of life...I welcome change. Assured of certain things within my little world.

“Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus”
~ Philippians 4:6-7

What helps you become calm in the midst of anxiety?

(oh...and because I can't have a post without any pictures...here you go...
One of our youngest...lovin' up on Santa!)

New Year Cheer...

2008-12-31T12:19:00.000-08:00

New Year Cheer

At the sound of the tolling midnight bell

a brand new year will begin.

Let's raise our hopes in a confidant toast,

to the promise it ushers in.

May your battles be few, your pleasure many,

your wishes and dreams fulfilled.

May your confidence stand in the face of loss

and give you the strength to rebuild.

May peace of heart fill all your days

may serenity grace your soul.

May tranquil moments bless your life

and keep your spirit whole.

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I came across this poem this morning...

I don't know who wrote it...

but I do know that it spoke to me...

May you find that 2009 be a year full of moments that bring you joy & hope!

Its all too fast...

2008-12-28T18:01:00.000-08:00

The day after Christmas is such a downer...do you feel that way? No more Christmas music filling the stations...Valentine's Day candy is already on the shelves...every one's tree is on the curb or heading to the recycle center (ours is on the curb)...paper is strewn throughout the house...and the sugar meltdown hits hard!

Every year since we've been married we've headed to the mountains to our most favorite place, Sunriver, OR. Skiing, hot cocoa with peppermint schnapps, walks in the snow (and there is always snow!)...it's just not the same this year. We're home. Darn economy! We're trying to do some fun things to make some new memories...but nothing says Christmas like Sunriver!

We did have a great Christmas full of many laughs, family stories, and snow, lots of snow!! We spent Christmas eve at my brother in law's eating yummy prime rib.

Christmas morning we were awaken by our little girl whispering really loud to her brother 'SANTA PUT A NUTCRACKER IN MY STOCKING!' It was so fun to watch her run from each room (at 5:45am!) shouting 'Santa came'...it was a great moment! The kids are at that perfect age...still excited and had smiles the entire day! I got lots of running gear...looks like I have to keep up the running gig! I was quite excited!

Lots of yummy food and treats...sore arms from playing the new Wii...and a little tipsy from a spicy rum drink! It was a good day!!
Christmas jammies the hubby picked out for me...

Trying to get the kids together...but they were soooooo excited that Santa was coming!!!!A trampoline!!She learned to blow a bubble on Christmas day...she's a gum chewing fool! That's what she asked Santa for...bubblegum!

Yep...that's a bug in there...A new Wii!!

Did you get anything fun or exciting?

Merry Christmas!

2008-12-23T10:43:00.001-08:00

May you and your family have a safe Christmas!

Much love to you!

Amy~

A jolly happy soul???

2008-12-21T16:19:00.000-08:00

I'm frozen...I get cold in the summer time...I wear sweat shirts when the air conditioning is on...so when the windchill is below zero...I'm frozen. I've worn two pairs of socks WITH my Uggs on...two sweatshirts...thermal underwear...and my fingertips are cold. We set the thermostat to 72...its been on constant...I don't want to be cold anymore!

My kids are bugging each other...they can't get along...they are still in their jammies...no point in getting dressed this late in the day...the went outside for only 10 minutes...after taking 20 minutes to bundle them up...why can't those silly gloves stay on?!?!? My hubby has shoveled twice today and when we he gets home this evening....he'll have one more journey out there to get the new fallen snow.

BUT, bonus for me...I thought Christmas Day was on Wednesday of this week...so essentially, I've gained a day!

Saturday morning I got up after watching the snow fall on Friday night...the weather people said we'd get hit with a big storm...THANKFULLY it was blue skies and COLD (6 degrees) when the race started...but we didn't have to run in blowing snow. The snow hit Saturday afternoon.

The last mile and a half of the run was on hard compacted snow/ice...I was so afraid I was going to fall on my bum...but I did it! It was a lot of fun to run with some of my girls...it was great!

They serve Hot Dr. Pepper and beer after the run...I grabbed a beer and almost puked...I like beer...on warm summer evenings...but not after a 5K run in the freezing cold. Warm Dr. P was really good!!

I hope you all stay warm...I think a little hot cocoa with peppermint schnapps is in order for this evening.

How's the weather where you are?

just those little extra touches...

2008-12-19T10:13:00.000-08:00

I saw that some of you give undies and socks...
Just a fun way to give those extra little items...

Clothes pin the undies on a line and place in a tacky bag with a 'pull' sign attached...
they'll pull out the undies...

A fun way to give socks...Safety pin sock end to foot...place in tube of wrapping paper and place in their stocking...they'll have no idea when they pull them out..I don't know how to knit...so I have these cool 'Knifty Knitters'...

Make a scarf to use as a big bow...

Enjoy the last weekend before Christmas...

I've got a 5K to run in tomorrow and they are calling for a foot of snow this afternoon...

Here's to not twisting my ankle when I run...

'Snoooow, Snoooow, Snooowww'

2008-12-18T11:04:00.000-08:00

Can you name the movie with that song? You get bonus points!

We got a bunch of that white stuff last night...I bundled up and went for a little walk at 11:30 last night...how peaceful...such a great time to collect my thoughts and reflect!

Today I'm off to finish up those last few items...stocking stuffers...undies...and socks...you know you give them too!

Wrapping up the presents that arrived in the mail yesterday....
maybe this evening, with a glass of wine!

I'm almost done!

Want to see one of the gifts I made for my mother in law? ....shhhhh, don't tell her!

(it's our last name)

Here's to us...finishing up those last few things...you can do it!
Are you done?

Cracked up!

2008-12-15T07:56:00.000-08:00

Normally the day to days don't get to me...I was looking forward to this weekend...I had bright anticipations and couldn't wait....but have you ever gotten really crabby...and couldn't snap out of it??? Argh!!! Don't come around here...I might blow!

Although it snowed...it got too cold to go out and enjoy it. Maybe it's the three years of living in So Cal that I got soft...but dang, it is COLD!! We have delays for school this morning...but you would all scoff at the amount we got...it's just these parts of the West don't anticipate that much snow...things get a little slower...not enough trucks to throw salt or clear the roads.

I was really excited to take our daughter to the Nutcracker. We had a great time. She began dancing to the Nutcracker a year ago and hasn't stopped...this would be the year to take her! She was excited and so were we! Half way through she turned and looked at me and said 'mommy, I'm tired, I want to go home!'...Fat chance kiddo! Intermission (or halftime as hubby called it) we walked around a bit and looked for fairies...we made it through to the Sugar Plum Fairy...she was great...And the guy that played the Cavalier part...WOW!!!! I was amazed!

All in all, I think I had such high hopes for a weekend full of so much that I let that bahumbug spirit get a hold of me! It's still snowing this morning and I have girl's night tonight...hubby has informed me that I probably shouldn't be out driving...I get certain flashbacks of my accident...which is exactly 3 years today! Jury is still out on that decision...

Here are some pictures of the weekend...I hope that you all have a good Monday!! Enjoy those little moments...I'm going to try today! ;)

snow falling, bells ringing, nuts cracking? These are a few of my favorite things...

2008-12-12T13:05:00.000-08:00

This is the most anticipated weekend that I can barely stand it!!! Weather forecasters are calling for that four letter word...SNOW!! I love snow BEFORE Christmas...after Christmas...not so much! Just something so nostalgic about that white stuff falling! All weekend of snuggling and cuddling...warm cocoa...can you feel it? Ahh, I can barely contain myself!

Then, my MOST FAVORITE night of the year is Saturday night...crackling fire (well, not crackling because it is a gas fireplace, but you get the idea)...warm Bailey's as my hubby and I sit in front and watch 'It's a Wonderful Life'...(Do you catch the Bailey's significance?) I have a sign in my home that hangs all year long...it truly has a beautiful meaning...have you ever really just sat and watched it? I love my Clarence!

Sunday evening is the Nutcracker! I have never seen the ballet. I am just tickled that hubby and I get to take our daughter to the ballet. She has a brand new stinkin' cute outfit...fun little shoes and mommy gets to put on her heels! Woo-Hoo!

Here are a few (lots) of photos of some of my favorites...

Baking with Peyton during quiet time Cookie Parties with friends in their homes...Some of my Christmas decor...

Everyone needs a pickle on their tree! Do you have one?

An Angel & A Star!!
Do you think it is weird that I put our nativity scene on the liquor cabinet?

I got the idea of this fun post from Dancing Queen!

She's so fun...go see some of her favorite things!

What are some of your favorites??

I breastfed for 14 months...

2008-12-10T14:21:00.000-08:00

The benefits of breastfeeding...

*Smarter kids with higher IQ's...
(which I think they are, don't all mom's think that!?!) ;)
*Great nutrients for the baby...
*Helps protect our babies from developing allergies...

So in early September when we had our oldest tested for seasonal allergies we received a big shocker. Our Cole had been given a list with over 25 things that he had developed an allergy of...

*Peanuts *Wheat
*Tomatoes *Potatoes
*Rice *Garlic
*Walnuts *Peas (which he was happy about!)
*Corn *Soy
and many more...

I almost cried when the nurse listed off these items. He's 7 years old and I had no idea. Here I'd been sending my child to school with peanut butter and honey sandwiches on wheat bread for months. I had been thinking he just has seasonal allergies (and he does) but never in my life had I been thinking he's allergic to food. Neither my hubby nor myself have allergies...so here we were just flabbergasted and started pulling him off these items right away.

Try finding bread or cracker products that don't contain wheat, rice, corn, or soy...impossible. The kid lived on cheese, yogurts, and rolled up meats for two months!

We were given an epi-pen...in case of anaphylactic shock...that's scary! People from all over were giving advice. I was overwhelmed. I'm not a 'high maintenance mommy'...I try not to overreact...I don't give medicines unless they are really sick...I just try to keep normalcy in their lives...this through me for a loop. What is going on? I know it's just allergies and things could be worse...but I was still overwhelmed with my child's new health situation!

So today was the appointment with the allergist...my hubby and I discussed a lot of things and had him looked over...the final conclusion he gave us.... 'Let the kid eat!' He said the testing our pediatrician gives has been known for giving up to 50% false positives. Cole's allergies were on the minimal to very low (except for the seasonal, which is what mommy thought!!). He's never had an adverse reaction to food...he's been fine with eating peanut butter since he was two....never had any issues...

So, I'm not going to worry...and I'm going to 'let him eat'!

Peanut butter sandwiches
Sweet potatoes
French Fries
Wheat thins

He's missed out for 2 months...Although he has already told me he's still not eating peas!

Wish I had a river...

2008-12-08T13:34:00.000-08:00

You know that old, well 70's version of Joni Mitchell, River?
'Wish I had a river I could skate away on...'

I know a lot of friends who are feeling a bit down during this time of year...the economy is weak...folks are stressed...life seems a bit more chaotic than it should...

I'm feeling it too. Got a little knot in the stomach...worrying about my child's health...praying that the economy stays strong over in our town...hoping that my hubby will close a few deals right after Christmas. I worry...it's my nature! It's how I'm built! I've been pretty good the last few years at not worrying about things that are out of my control...I used to get so caught up in worrying about things that never happen...why?

Today is a bit stressful...nothing too imparticular to make it worse or better than others....it's just my outlook on life. I needed a moment to myself...a time to just sit and reflect. My Bible study is on hiatus until January...so I've let the ol quiet time slack a bit...

So today I did the ol 'open the Bible and just read' tactic...

'So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat? or What shall we drink? or What shall we wear? For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. (HE KNOWS!!!!) But SEEK first his kingdom and his righteousness,
and all these things will be given to you as well.'

Just because I'd love to have a million dollar deal...doesn't mean it's going to happen...but my God, whom I firmly believe in, with my whole soul, will get me/us through a time of worry. No matter what our worry may be...our faith in seeing that He'll see us through...will see us through!

I know I haven't shared too much of my faith on here...but I just felt that today was a time that I needed to post about my little bit of struggle and peace I found through His words!

Baby, It's cold outside...

2008-12-05T09:41:00.000-08:00

I've got the fireplace blazing...

Uggs on my feet making me feel cozy...

A warm cup of coffee.

The morning is so crisp...

The rooftops are all covered in frost...

Chimney's are spouting out white smoke...

So comfy today!

I don't want to leave the house...

Want to come sit with me?

(but, I have to get moving...I wish I could sit here all day and read a book.)

Have a toasty Friday!

Dag gum trampoline...

2008-12-02T14:50:00.000-08:00

Funny story to share...

I was one of those crazy women that set her alarm to get those big sales on Black Friday...I am NOT a morning person...my hubby makes the coffee most mornings and 85% of the time he gets up with the kiddos...so me seeing that 4:30 alarm was not so much fun....

BUT, I was excited. I was on a mission...I wanted to complete my shopping that morning!

I got out the door after brushing my teeth, throwing on a hat, and adding a bit of lip gloss...I was at the first store by 4:56...walked right in and got what I needed and was OUT by 5:02! Yes, no lines...mission station one...complete!

Second store...arrive at 5:06...notice that there is NOT a parking spot to be located...I had to park across the street at the Starbucks and walk across the frickin' lot! I got inside and COULDN'T move...but this was the store I HAD to be at...we are getting the kids a trampoline and after doing TONS of research...this was the store that had the best deal, the safest trampoline with enclosure, and the biggest one...

I find the LAST one....loaded the hundred & fifty bajillion pound box up on the loader cart with the help of this sweet old man and headed to the checkout...oh, yeah, and I found the coolest, shiniest, & purplest hula hoop too.

After I had waited in line for 15 minutes, I realized that this was a 'self check out line'. How the heck am I going to scan this...no one is around...so I enter the UPC code...the trampoline is $98.00 cheaper than what I had expected...BONUS!!

So I keep thinking...this is good, I can lug this huge thing across the parking lot, across 4 lanes of traffic to my van and stick it in there....YEA Right, you're dreaming girly!

I get ready to cross the street and head up the slight hill to the Starbucks and WHAM...the curb jumps out and the box falls off the cart...Remember, it's dark, 5:40 in the morning...and 9 cars pass this 120 pound gal trying to lift this darn thing back up on the cart. I didn't know if I should laugh or if I should cry...I don't know how I did it...but after 10 minutes of finagling...I got it up the curb. Don't forget I had a purple hula hoop to maneuver as well! I must have been a sight!

I found a teenage boy walking out of Starbucks...he helped me load it in the van and I was on my way to Target...

After 10 minutes in Target....I was done. Met my friend at Starbucks at 6am and we drank coffee and ate scones for an hour.

Hubby was impressed and took me out to dinner AND a movie that night. I felt very accomplished!! Every time I jump on that darn thing, I'll be happy I saved $98.00.

A glimpse...

2008-11-30T20:40:00.000-08:00

The time with family...
The naps on the couch...
Trip to the mountains...
Warm coffee and good desserts...
LOTS of pictures...and I mean lots...
Christmas decorating at its best...
Dusting off the Christmas movies...
The radios all on the Christmas stations...

So much to love this time of the year.

Are you getting ready? Can you feel it?

Mommy...now, that's a title!

2008-11-24T08:01:00.000-08:00

When our oldest was born I knew that I was going to have a hard time going back to work. We were a few years into our marriage and just bought our first home which required both of us to work. I was fortunate to be able to bring Cole to my job the first few months...but after a few months we worked it out to have my hubby and I have opposite schedules and I started really early in the morning. It was tough...but we managed.

When we moved to California I took another position while my hubby got his Master's Degree. It was so hard going to work everyday and watching daddy stay at home and play (and study!) but mostly he was getting the chance to 'stay home' before I got to. That is all I ever wanted to do! Be a mommy and wife and take care of the family. Some may say it's not aspirational enough...what am I doing for myself? What kind of example am I setting for my daughter...but the only thing I can come up with...'I'm in love with my kids!'

When we got pregnant with our second I was able to finally come home when I was 7 months pregnant...and I've been living my dream for 4 years. I love it. I wouldn't want to be doing anything else. I like the day to day...I like gymnastics, swimming lessons, play dates, children's museums...I like cuddling in the middle of the day. I even sometimes like painting, play dough, and glitter. (but only sometimes) I don't eat bons bons and I don't have the perfectly clean home...but I do occasionally enjoy the Halloween candy while stuffing it quickly in my mouth so they don't ask for a bite. I have my bad days and want to throw in the towel...but then I'd be the one to have to fold it and put it back.

My hubby and I get to have coffee every morning together. Its our way of 'connecting' before we start the day. Time to talk about life and our goals and what we can do to be a better spouse, parent, and friend.

Last Friday, we were talking about our 5 year plan and what I'll be doing when our youngest is in school. Obviously, I can't just sit home and do the things I have been doing, that would require another child...(that's a whole other feeling!) So I have been talking with a good family friend the last month and I think I'm going to be a teacher. I have a four year degree in Psych...but, really, am I using that? I have to get my teaching certificate. It only takes a year and the options would be for me to start either this August or next. I began to CRY...I was so sad that the 'dream' I had been aspiring...looking forward to for so long...is almost over. My kids are getting older. It was tough for me...

I know that I'll have a great time teaching...that won't be the tough part. It's just the kids are getting older and I'm having a tough time dealing with that little reality. Well, for now, I better go and put the two year old on the potty so we don't have an 'surprises'.

Are you getting to enjoy your dream? I'm so thankful I've been able to do so...

Fun Friday...

2008-11-21T09:53:00.000-08:00

The cute little Sheri over at The Schmidt House had tagged me the other day...She is a NW blogger...so fun to see people so close to where I am...

So I thought it would be fun to post it on Friday...Here's the deal.

If you are a blogger you now have a mission. As soon as you read this, drop everything, grab your camera and take pictures of where you blog from. NO CLEANING!!! THEN, tag some lucky ducks and spread the love.

Now...I took a break during nap time and told myself I couldn't read any blogs until I cleaned my desk...I cleaned all the paper off and then I did a little blog reading...I saw Sheri's and LAUGHED...so here are the pictures I took...and you can see the mess I had just cleaned off.**On another note...Here's a great link to a site that Andy and I used to help talk to Cole about Santa...It tells of the history behind the story of Saint Nicholas. Cole took it really well that night. He told us he's still going to talk to Santa when we visit him.

**Anyone going to see Twilight this weekend? We've got two birthday parties and I don't foresee it this weekend...

Here are those that I tag...

*That's Life vs. 2.0

*Brown Eyed Fox

*Good Stuff from the Middle

*Material Girl

*Beth from Moment

Have a Great Weekend!!

Jolly Old St. Nicholas...

2008-11-19T08:45:00.000-08:00

Cole: Mommy, Eric said that Santa isn't real....Is he real?

Mommy: Dad!

This was the conversation that took place just moments before he was to walk out to the bus stop. He looked so sweet and innocent...and was very concerned that Santa is not real.

Andy and I knew this conversation was going to happen. We thought we would have the talk last year...but we held off just one more year and knew it was going to happen soon. My hubby has such a sweet way with words and the man can help you understand most things on a level you may never have thought of...he's good like that. So, I knew he'd be the one to help smooth this one over.

Hubby explained to him that Santa was a real person...a long time ago. He was a man who wanted to give gifts to the poor and did so during the Holiday season...so although this man lived a very long time ago...we still continue to carry on the tradition in giving to those who don't have much during Christmas time and giving to our families.

Now, my children are not only raised with the 'Santa' theory. They know the real reason for Christmas and why we celebrate the birth of Jesus. Our kids only get three gifts on Christmas morning from mom and dad (three wise men gave three gifts to Jesus)...they are spoiled enough from aunts and uncle's and papa's and nana's...they don't need a lot of gifts from mom and dad. They know why they only get three too...and one from Santa.

We had just decided a long time ago that the excitement and wonder of a child needed to be in our home...so we wanted the idea of Santa in our home during the Holiday season.

Cole took it very well...he's a very analytical boy...questions a lot of things and we're proud of him for asking us. We told him in the last few minutes that it's important to keep this tradition for your little brother and sister too....so they get to feel excited about Santa. I'm sure the conversation will be talked about more tonight...

Have you celebrated Santa in your home? How did you break the news to your kids?

*Picture was taken 2 years ago...it made the front page of our local paper and they wrote a story about my three kids...all the emotions of seeing Santa!

It's the Little Things...

2008-11-16T20:00:00.000-08:00

Enjoy the Little Things in Life,
for one day you'll Look back and Realize
they were the Big Things!
A.Brant

This past weekend I realized a lot of what that quote has to offer. I tend to feel that I've got it really good...sometimes I wonder when the bottom will fall out and things will go sour...Do you ever feel that way?

Saturday afternoon we decided to take the kids on a hike...we live in the desert area of Washington state and most of the hikes are through the rough and tumble ragweed thistle, otherwise known as tumbleweeds. We started out with backpacks and headed to the top of the mountain. The littlest one even made it up the hill...we were so proud once we reached the top. It was a fun afternoon of family time....

My hubby took good care of me on Sunday...I woke up feeling sooooo yucky....though he didn't know it...he made a 'big breakfast' consisting of sausage, pancakes, hash browns, eggs, and coffee...unknown to me feeling cruddy...he took care of me too. Kept the kids under control (like daddy's do, by running ragged and chasing throughout the house) but let me sleep in...

Looking at Monday wishing it was still the weekend...no agendas, no planning, just the family all circled around together...it was nice.

May your Monday be full! What little things can you count on today?

Kids & Soup...

2008-11-12T09:21:00.000-08:00

This is Natasha Prudence...My cabbage patch kid when I was just 8 years old...I still remember the name ol Xavier Roberts gave her...My mom ran through the stores in search of the doll early one fall morning...I wanted a blond hair blue eyed doll...with pony tails. I was so excited that Christmas morning when I saw her...

Now little Peyton has been enjoying the doll...the outfit little Natasha is wearing was Peyton's dress her first Thanksgiving...so fun to see her enjoy this doll as much as I did. I'm now learning to save some things for her to share with her children when she is older and married.

Before you wrinkle your nose....this soup is sooo good! I've been making this soup for a long time...Give it a try this winter...you'll be sure to be a hit...I've served it many times to guests...and I think I've got a pretty good success rate! It's so yummy!! I made it again last night while it rained...a big glass of milk....and warm bread!

Cabbage Patch Soup

1lb. lean ground beef

1 C. Chopped Onion

3 Stalks celery, chopped

1 Carrot, chopped

1tsp. Garlic Salt

1 (16oz.) Can Stewed Tomatoes

3 Beef bouillon cubes

1 (16 oz.) tomato sauce

2 T. Chili Powder

1 tsp. oregano

1 T. Parsley

1 Can Light Red Kidney Beans (rinsed & drained)

1/2 lg. Head of Cabbage shredded.

6 Cups Water

Brown beef...add all ingredients together and simmer for 1 1/2 hours.

Serve on a rainy evening!

(Even better to eat the next day!)

All my children eat this soup...it's so yummy...Also, my hubby didn't want me to part with my recipe...but it's so good you must try it...just make sure you say you got it from me! ;) (Making the hubby happy!)

ps...blog is under construction...I like to rearrange my furniture a lot...so you can tell that I like to change the ol blog around too!

Run Forest Run

2008-11-10T10:18:00.000-08:00

I'm still running...but, I'm having a fight with my running! It seems to be beating me and I won't let it win! I am an evening runner...I love to end my day with a run and think about how I could do things different...changing and becoming a stronger woman, wife, or mother.

But morning runs....suck! I have to get used to this during the winter. My hubby doesn't get home until after it's dark and I don't like to run when it's dark...it's a safety thing. So this morning I got my body out of bed and made coffee and said to myself, 'Self, get your shoes on and get out there!'...I got my butt kicked...I usually run 3 miles every other day and today was hard! Hard! I had to walk three times...

Before you all go, 'at least you're out there', 'three miles is good'...I know...but, I've been running since May...shouldn't this get easier?

The more I have thought about my run this morning I have to be thankful (#10) that I do have the legs and health to get out there and get going. And for that, I am thankful!

To make you smile...

2008-11-07T13:11:00.000-08:00

As we all head into the weekend...

let's remember to DaNcE a little...pLaY a little...

and EnJoY your time together.

Who do you think won the dance off?

(Sorry about the cursing...gasp! But it was too funny not to play!)

For Days Like This...

2008-11-05T13:37:00.000-08:00

#5 For Days Like This!

Instead of cleaning the kitchen and starting the laundry...we walked to the park. Just me and the two youngest....Our community took the swings away because of winter quickly approaching...so we ran around the slide and made big piles of wood shavings...

But, as we headed to the park....our youngest grabbed his jacket out of the closet and I realized that my hubby probably wore that jacket close to 33 years ago! It was my hubby's...I am very thankful that my mother in law saved some of those things from his childhood...now my kids are creating memories with daddy.

Just because she needed a picture on here too!

Did you get yours?

2008-11-04T13:08:00.000-08:00

#4 I'm thankful today for my free cup of coffee from Starbucks. Did you get your vote out today? I'm really excited for tonight...I love that we are going to be a part of history...no matter what the outcome may be, history is being made today!

Oh, and just so you know...I'm a SUCKER for the Starbucks Christmas cups...for some reason, coffee just always seems to taste better and life has a bit of a brighter outlook...I wonder if I can transfer that attitude towards my laundry this afternoon! Free coffee sure will get me on my toes!

30 Days of Thankfulness...

2008-11-03T10:23:00.000-08:00

Now that we've hit the grand ol month of November it gets me thinking about all the things that I have in my little world.

I tend to be a person who likes to look at life as a 'half glass-full perspective'. I've had times where I feel completely lost and have my sad moments...but I hope that when trials and tribulations hit...I handle them as positively as I can...even with a few temper tantrums.

A few years back my hubby and I started a 'Thanksgiving Journal'. Every year on Thanksgiving we take a few moments to write down the things we are thankful for that year. Everyone who sits around our table gets to participate...friends and all! Even if you've had a crappy year...there is bound to be some thing to be thankful for...

This month I'm going to blog 30 Days of Thankfulness...being thankful for the little things. Last night we sat around with the kids and started our little tree...each leaf contains something we are thankful for at this moment in our lives...

Peyton...her bed and the apple tree she planted.
Cole...his bionicles and his family.
Evan...Toy Story.
Andy...My wife & my family.

Each night we'll try and add a leaf. So here's my numbers 1-3...as simple as can be!

1. My Family!!

2. My Hubby's job...that it provides a way for be to stay home with our kiddos and a home for our family to create memories.

3. My new camera...getting to capture all those silly moments.

If you let me know what you are thankful for...I'll e-mail you the little 30 Day of Thankfulness button to put on your blog, if you want it...that way we're all trying to spread a little 'thankfulness' around the blogland!

Happy Monday!

Ode to Chocolate...

2008-10-30T09:34:00.000-07:00

"Chocolate, Chocolate,
It's everywhere,
Chocolate, Chocolate,
Do I dare?

Oh Kit Kat bars,
and Almond Joys,
you put happy faces
on little girls and boys.

Chocolate, Chocolate,
I do declare,
Chocolate, Chocolate,
I sure do dare!"

OK...corny little poem in the love I have for chocolate...my most favorite is the Special Dark chocolate. Oh how I love dark chocolate!

I finally bought Halloween candy yesterday...I got smart this year...I waited until now and I only bought the stuff I wouldn't eat...like smarties, and tootsie rolls, peanut butter chews... (and one large bag of Kit Kats, which I've already broken into.)

Costumes are recycled this year...Peyton wanted to be a peacock last year after our visit to the zoo...so I did a little research and found this costume...I figured the price we paid for it last year...it needs to be worn twice. (*bonus, she wanted to be a peacock again!) Cole had 'pirate day' at school today...so he dressed up today...Evan, his most favorite thing right now is 'Toy Story' Yee-Haw Cowboy!

Tomorrow is trick or treat...Andy and I have a party on Saturday night for adults...we've yet to come up with a costume for him...We thought about taping 'Smartie's' on his pants and he'd be 'Mr. Smartie Pants'. Dorky? He is not excited about the idea of dressing up...should be quite interesting! Have a fun and spooky Halloween...

(All Pirates need their pictures taken near the Rum)

Race Day Fun!

2008-10-27T10:09:00.000-07:00

Saturday night
6:00pm Pasta to make me run fasta...(dorky, I know!)

Sunday morning
5:30am Woke up thinking I overslept...
6:30am Still awake waiting to hear the alarm clock...
7:00am Get in shower to wash away nerves...
7:40am Arrive at Hotel to support our first leg... 39 degrees....brrrrr!
8:00am Take pictures of dear friend as she runs her 7 miles...
8:00-11:15am...run around the course cheering on my team...
11:16am Head to bathroom...
11:20am My turn to take off...run my first mile in 8:23 seconds...so excited...need to slow down.
12:28pm Cursing under my breath as I head to the finish line after completing 7 miles (yes, it was 7...not 6.8!) woo-hoo! Under 10 minute miles...good for me!
Completing the marathon in 4:28...Our average time as a team was 10:16 miles...we felt great!

I am so proud of my team...none of us are/were runners...We trained hard for 3 months to get this done...we're going to try for the half marathon next...4 mommy's getting off our butts and doing something for ourselves....we felt very proud yesterday!

If we can do it...anyone can do it. I encourage you to try something new this week!

Here are some pictures of the day...

When they are too quiet...

2008-10-24T09:07:00.000-07:00

That is when you know they are up to something that they shouldn't be doing.

These aren't the toes of our little girl, nope. They are the toes of our little 2 year old boy. Evan was playing in his sister's room ever so quietly...somehow the markers she received as a gift for her birthday somehow made their way into her room...

He chose a pretty pink color to paint his toes...He came out of the room ever so happy that he 'colored' his toes. At least they are a pretty color. We'll just make sure to wear socks for gymnastics this morning!

May your weekend be full of fun and unexpected joys!

Those three little words...

2008-10-22T09:58:00.000-07:00

I. LOVE. YOU.

I remember the first time hubby said those words to me...I remember walking on the pier in downtown Seattle...we'd just come from a dinner with his parents and as we were watching his parents in front of us, holding hands and loving each other in their own world, he told me those words that I had been waiting for 6 months to hear.

Yes, it took 6 months...a long time in the eyes of a 20-something...hoping and wishing that this was it and never having to date again...but once those words were said...they've never, ever stopped coming. I knew he meant it...

Just this morning as I'm in the shower, I hear those three words as he heads to work. We say it all the time. As our children are waking up from their nighttime sleep, their warm bodies snuggle up next to me, ratted up hair, and stinky little breath...I udder those words...good morning, I love you so much.

Some may say you can overuse those words...saying it too much may lose it's power or meaning...I have to say the more I use it, the more I mean it. I never want those who I love to ever feel as if I never meant it...

Yesterday was my birthday and I truly felt loved by so many...just little messages on e-mail, facebook, texts, and lots of phone calls...

I'm taking time to find the love in many things I have in my days and I'm so glad that I have it!

How do you find love in the little things? Are you having a hard time finding it?

Photo Contest...

2008-10-20T14:43:00.000-07:00

I thought I would enter a photo contest...I went over to this site and entered this photo...couldn't hurt to try!I took this picture this past week while my mom was here visiting...the roses on this bush were so pretty....I had fun taking pictures...

Go check out the other submissions...maybe enter yourself too! ;)

Dirty, Clean & In-Between...

2008-10-19T15:06:00.000-07:00

OK...so because I spend so much time in this dreaded room...I decided to spice it up a bit...

I painted the laundry room walls a yellow color...and hung up some fun pictures of the kids...at least I'll be able to feel good while I'm in there instead of loathing the 5 loads that need to be folded and put away...

Hope you had a productive weekend...or at least put your feet up for a bit!

Mom, we're bored...

2008-10-14T22:55:00.000-07:00

REALLY???

This happened in a matter of 30 minutes...let's just say it took about an hour

for her to pick it up!

Won't be saying 'we're bored' again very soon!

Our little pumpkin turns 4!

2008-10-13T07:00:00.000-07:00

Even before you were out of my belly we knew we'd be calling you pumpkin. You see, we painted a pumpkin on my belly just a week before you were born. We couldn't wait to meet your tiny little face. Delivery with you was quick...we got to the hospital with only 30 minutes to spare...you were delivered in the operating room with nurses and doctor's running around because mommy had to push. Out you came in one little push...oh, how I cried when I saw you...you had the tiniest little features...not a peep you made. We asked the doctor on our second day there...'is it normal for a baby to be this quiet?'

You were born in sunny California and you show off your Cali side every once in a while...your blonde hair, you never like to wear shoes, you love to swim and play in the water, you have a unique fashion sense...

You were such an early talker...I remember at 18 months you spurting sentences and we were so surprised...

You are a girl who will eat anything! My goodness...you love the oddest combinations...eggs with maple syrup, green olives with your pizza...you'll try anything and most likely ending up loving it...I wish all children ate like you do!

You love to play in pink...you love to dress up....BUT yet, you love to get dirty...you scuffle your cute little shoes in the dirt and love to rough up your brothers in a game of football.

You've got the best expressions...your smile can light up a room...you are such a sweet snuggler...and I can see you as a budding artist in your future....or a lawyer, you can convince the best of us to your side...
Happy Birthday Pumpkin...I hope you have a beautiful day and know you are truly loved!

I'm learning...

2008-10-07T12:19:00.000-07:00

I like to think I'm teachable....

I'm learning to be a better mom...

I'm learning to be a better wife....

I'm learning to be a woman that God has created me to be...

I'm learning to share my faith....

I'm learning about my child's health...

I'm learning to make mistakes....

I'm learning how to take pictures...

I'm learning to say no...

I'm learning to not hide behind my emotions...

I'm learning it's OK to not have it 'all together'...

I'm learning that it's alright to have a messy house...

I'm learning how to run a marathon relay...

I'm learning to control my tongue...

I'm learning to let the little things slide...

I hope I never stop learning...